I sensed an opening existed in a musician’s heart to faith that when I got to page 181 and saw it in his own writing. I know there has been a ~great~ resistance to faith in Jesus, and my sense is even from deep disappointment in the Jesus of the Church he experience even from childhood. Hey! I’ve been there. I know it can happen, it happened to me. I also know when I see in the core there was a seed planted and it is a heart cry for the real Jesus to answer. Again that happened to me. I don’t think I’m projecting my experience on to Roland based on what he has written in this autobiography.

You know the story that Tucker Carlson told about the demon attacking him in his sleep, leaving bite marks? Ever since that happened Tucker has walked in an increasingly evil spirit of hatred of the Jewish people and Israel. It is so dishonest, that it makes a mockery of Tucker’s own intellect and knowledge base as a journalist. I do believe Tucker became demonized that day – and he seems to embrace it. It is something he is willing to walk in, to be an influencer of evil. . .for wealth. Maybe he will break free, maybe he will sell his soul for the wealth that was laid at his feet to become false media ‘prophet’.

In reading Roland’s autobiography I found he had a similar yet different experience to Tucker’s. One night as he crawled into bed alone while shooting a video in Spain, Roland had a spiritual encounter. Only this was not a biting, attack demon like Tucker experienced, and Roland didn’t have to ask anyone else what it was! He knew instantly not to embrace that thing.